Wednesday, June 29, 2005
today was super tiring ok.wanted to sleep but i was guai.so i didn't.yupp.yesterday was super horrible la.got caught because that said i dye my hair.jean pulled me out and ask ms sim if i dyed it.i denied.they made me go to one side(with tia)where all those people was caught.it was so maluating can...anissa and judy got cought too..tsk tsk tsk.i'm finding the pictures for art now.mr seow wants it tml.it was suppose to be a holiday work but i lost the paper la.yupp.ok guess that's all for now..
nothing seem to happen.is it you or me?
7:10 AM
Sunday, June 26, 2005
went to the beach today.played with the sand and i felt like a total kid la.hahas.but anyway it was fun la though i complain alot bout the sand.hahas.there was 3 girls who lost their bags.so poor thing.it reminded me bout the nus incident.when sandra,cheng cheng and tracce lost their phone.yupps.oh no school is starting real soon.that means i'll have lesser sleep and that also means i'll have heavy eye bags..eeww.but it's good cause it's really boring at home.oh there's training on monday.like finally la hahas.have to wake up really early tml.have got alw...aahh.it's tiring la.anyway have got nothing much to say..
"have you ever love and lost somebody,wish there was a chance to say i'm sorry cant you see.that's the way i feel bout you and me baby"
2:13 PM
Thursday, June 23, 2005
these words may be simple and common but it comes from the bottom of my heart...
i miss you...the times we spent will last till the end.ilu-
where are you?
i dont know what to say.i'm really tired.tired of everything..just need to go somewhere,somewhere that is quiet and if i can,i'll bring you-
i wonder where the somewhere is?
2:06 PM
Friday, June 17, 2005
today is one real tiring day...woke up at 845 and meet anissa at 915 but as usual i was late.took a train to yio chu kang and waited for niki and maria..we waited until i wanted to die ok.was super hungry can...wanted to go to the market to get breakfast but i ate ice cream instead...walked to adeline's house then we stone there for a while.watch the show honey to learn some dance steps.the steps are really cool ok and it's kinda hard to learn(for people like me)hahas.so in the end we took the first part and mix the rest.yupps.was so tiring la.had a warm bathe just now.hahas felt so relax la.going town tml...don't really feel like going but for SOMEONE's sake i'll go...but i'll feel weird la.but who cares la..my irritating sister is tagging along!!!and my dad is coming back tml.hmpt.ok guess that's all..
12:05 PM
Thursday, June 16, 2005
just woke up and it's cold.really cold...going to adeline's house tml for the dane thingy.gotta wake up really early cause i'm meeting anissa at 915.holiday is really boring.i'm suppose to be revising but i'm slacking instead.yesterday was suppose to go for tuition but ended up shopping.hahas.they don't know about it.yupps.dad went to hongkong this morning.yay.so happy but he'll be back on friday?so sad la.i think i'll be going town later.with my aunt.kinda fun cause she'll buy me stuffs!!hahas.ok have got nothing much to say!!
1:41 AM
Sunday, June 12, 2005
today was one boring day.woke up with a really red eye this morning.guess it was due to what happen last night:(anyway had math tuition in the morning but wasn't really paying attention cause i was really sleepy.and i ended up only doing 5 math question in 2 hrs??kinda useless huh.parents pick me up from tuition then we went out for lunch.had jap food..yum yum.hahas.went to my aunt's place to get some stuff then went home.i wanted to swim but no one acompany me.yupps...tml have got alw again.sigh.super boring and my class don't really have nice people and most of then are really irritating la esp the guys.so cheena ok.yuck.ok i'm getting really bored and no one is online.actually there is but no interesting people.oh well..yimei ask if i am free on tue causse she wana watch madagascar.and i wana go watch too.but i have not ask my mum.i've gotta ve guai infront of them first.yeah.oh well...have got nothing much to say la.
haven't i always love you?
1:15 PM
Thursday, June 09, 2005
slept at 130.after msg mabel.hahas.got her to entertain me!thanks!!!woke up at 9 plus?i think i've got problems sleeping now.maybe i shld take sleeping pills.hahas.did not really do much today.only did science...went to the play ground and played.felt like a total kid ok.but it was fun la.hahas.then there was this really really cute baby.i took a picture of him.shall put it on my blog after i upload it.but so sad,he's leaving next tue:(...sometimes i wish i was still a kid,with no troubles at all.just a innocent kid.aahh..ok chelsy...dun think too much!!ok...i'm very bored and hot.i think the air con is not working la.hmpt.ok shall get out of here!
there's nothing i wont do.
to love you
12:45 PM
Monday, June 06, 2005
i'm super depressed!!and i cant sleep so i decided to let it out...
baby i love you and i'll never let you go,but if i have to boy i think that you shld know,all the love we made,can never be erase and i promise you and you will never be replace.
but if the day come,then i'll have to go,i think there's smth i shld probably let you know,that everyday that i spend with you,and i wil miss you cause i'm happy that i had you at all.
i've got so many things inside to let it out but...i cant cause no one understand me.and even if they say they do,in actual fact,they don't,not at all.the pain is really killing and i dun wana continue living life like that but what can i do?i wana forget you but then again,i dun wana forget you cause i love you...
i've been trying so hard not to think bout you but whenever i see you,i'll start missing the time we had together.and i'll be in a dazed and i'll start having moodswing.and i hate it when i have moodswing cause people ard me will have to take my shit.
i'm lost...really really lost.now i'm just living day by day.not even knowing what i'll do next time.i don't blame you for anything but i just blame myself...you may not believe this but i love you.
9:08 PM
Sunday, June 05, 2005
ok i've got tuition later and i've not done my work yet.oh well...got my report book yesterday and it really suck please.i'm like 13 in class.hmpt.anyway have been playing tennis these whole week.spex on mon,tue and wed.thus plyed with leanne and fz.fri,played with my cousin.really tired.and i think i got tanner!!yay.hahas.just read someone's blog.sigh...so poor thing.shall not comment bout it la.not right.
oh man.gotta do some dance for danceathon[sp?!].so tiring ok.then next tue gotta go to nygh for some service learning thingy.yeah.
gee.guess i said the wrong thing?if i know this would happen,i wont say that.if you think that way,so be it.
i miss you.i miss you alot.just where are you?why hide yourself?i just wana hug you again.is it so difficult?it's not that i dun wana call you mine.but it seem impossible between us.it's been so long.yet it's still the same.nothing change.you and me are like total strangers now.why?guess it's what i deserve.
1:16 AM